Sunday, November 30, 2003
♥ 1:35 PM
wow...my blog has music...but dunno what the hell the title is...*shrugs*
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♥ 12:28 PM
accompanied dawn yesterday on her quest to snare a nice prom dress...well...last minute shopping is a real stupid thing to do...when we got there....there was nothing nice left.... :( thank goodness we spotted a gem amongst the trash *lol* a nice, navy blue toga dress. Real elegant...dawn looked smashing in it! saw lotsa girls buying similiar dresses....wonder how many girls will turn up in the gown i'll be wearing *ponders...then shudders* sheesh...maybe i should have gotten my dress tailor made. well, in any case mine's purple...hopefully no one else will be in a purplish mood....*crosses fingers*
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
♥ 1:43 PM
kinda reflects my present mood... *lol* enjoy!
your bitch.
What swear word are you?
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♥ 1:34 PM
exams are finally over! gosh, never imagined that this day would come. even then, i guess i don't feel as happy as i ought to be...a large part of me feels troubled. guess this is a phase in life which everyone would have to go through sooner or later. My gratitude to esther and ying who have been holding my hand through this mess...you girls are my angels. *hugs* was watching sex and the city the other day...and miranda chided carrie for repeatedly going back to mr big, who has hurt her many many times....realised that it sounded a lot like my situation. I know the guy's bad news, and that i turn into this clingy, insecure wimp when i'm around him but i just can't help it. *takes a deep breath* i cannot be like carrie...i have to move on....it's not as if he cares that i'm suffering. guys can be real jerks when they want to be...but then again, i don't think i want a world where there's no men. *sigh*
the point is, i've always been confident and jolly even before i met him...things began to change bit by bit...and i've lost myself these 2 years...it's time for me to make a comeback! no more waiting by the phone when he promises to call (he never does), no more grovelling for a little bit more concern. No more him. period. I've never felt more empowered to do something that would make a dramatic difference in my life. It's hard but it's gotta be done. All girls out there...you don't have to be slaves to your men...a relationship should emcompass respect for both parties involved. without it..many problems are bound to occur....life is not easy is it?
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
♥ 7:15 PM
K...final paper's on thursday. then it's the start of the hols for me! *hurray* for friends who are puzzled by my mood...well...let's just say that i kinda fell out of love. I feel like i've been abandoned. Guys can be so fickle at times. I shan't say more. One word of caution to all: Never give more than what the other party is willing to offer to you. It's not worth it. Ever.
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*
Saturday, November 22, 2003
♥ 9:22 PM
Beauty
What does it mean when someone says that the world is perfect?
Is it beautiful because of what it holds
Or is the fool in love?
What is love?
A tool, a weapon, a way to kill kill and kill
I've nothing to lose, nothing to treasure, nothing to hold
What I have is emptiness, nothingness
Why have you treated me so?
Have I not been good?
I've done nothing at all to deserve this
Your words are meaningless, insincere sweet talk
Full of lies, ugly grotesque deceit
I despise that, I hate that, I loathe that
You've made me numb
I'm all cold, frozen, deserted.
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*
♥ 9:16 PM
sometimes i really wonder....is love meant to hurt? It's hard to love someone, and it's even harder to love someone who cares not a whit about you. Yet, I can't seem to let go...it's been two years but i'm still hanging on. Sometimes i wonder what i'm waiting for....what's the use in longing for something that would never be yours? There's no purpose and no meaning. Maybe it's time to move on...i've been telling myself that but somehow, i just can't. I would at times dream about what could be...and how happy i could be...but it's just a dream. Everything is. Just thinking about the inevitable...thinking about him getting attached to someone is rather saddening. Then again, what have i got to lose? after all, you can never lose something you never owned or had. I've been a fool.
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*
Thursday, November 20, 2003
♥ 9:33 AM
K...gotta go to school later for geog paper...another 3 hour long paper. *sigh* my best regards to all still trying to struggle through exams...it's tough...but just hang in there! Prom's coming up, and my pals wanna go clubbing later. So tiring...wonder what i should wear....kkk...need to go revise geog now...stay alive and healthy all you mortals out there. Cheers!
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*
Saturday, November 15, 2003
♥ 1:53 PM
Well....just found this kinda interesting...wonder if it's true...hmm...
Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The
Fragile.
"My heart lies somewhere between perfection
and dust. And while my soul is a sight to
behold, I shatter at the blink of an
eye."
The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,
beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the
goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking
Glass, or Tenuous Love.
As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and
naturally attract people to you. Love comes
naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts.
Though you embody the perfect form of love,
your own faults are your own undoing.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Friday, November 14, 2003
♥ 7:55 PM
What a fine way to end the week....had geography paper in the morning, and well, it wasn't what I would expect it to be... :( Lit in the afternoon was not much better too...weird questions came out...why are the papers this year so screwed? Sheesh....even the peeps from humanities found the papers this year hard to tackle. No matter, I still trust that God will see me through all this crap.
Okay, just two more weeks to go....hope everything turns out ok. And to all despondant souls....don't fret dearies...it can't be all that bad. Nothing is. Cheers! :)
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
♥ 8:36 PM
Okie....i'm trying to cram all the Rossetti poems we've studied into my overworked brain...here's one which i rather fancy...
Up-Hill
'Does the road wind up-hill all the way?'
'Yes, to the very end.'
'Will the day's journey take the whole long day?'
'From morn to night my friend.'
'But is there for the night a resting-place?'
'A roof for when the slow dark hours begin.'
'May not the darkness hide it from my face?'
'You cannot miss that inn.'
'Shall I meet other wayfarers at night?'
'Those who have gone before.'
'Then must I knock, or call when just in sight?'
'They will not keep you standing at that door.'
'Shall I find comfort, travel-sore and weak?'
'Of labour you shall find the sum.'
'Will there be beds for me and all who seek?'
'Yea, beds for all who come.'
Christina Rossetti
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♥ 8:33 PM
You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
♥ 7:49 PM
Had GP today...well....it was a rather weird paper...animal rights actually made an appearance despite many tutors' predictions that globalisation is the hot topic. What the heck....it's over...and it's probably gonna be the last compre i'm attempting. Thanks to Ying for visiting my blog...you're one heck of a sweet girl and a kick-ass writer. You go gal! Well....to all who are still mugging...be it for the 'A's or 'O's...remember to keep calm cool and collected. Don't freak out and all will be well. (I think) :0) Okie...gotta go study lit and geog...best wishes to all stressed up individuals out there...take it easy dudes and dudettes. Cheers!
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Monday, November 10, 2003
♥ 10:38 AM
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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♥ 10:32 AM
Exams begin today...all the best to every single, living, breathing soul out there.
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Saturday, November 08, 2003
♥ 8:01 PM
Phew...changed my blog skin. Many thanks to my sis Sharon! :) I've been torturing her, trying to get her to help me. Well, here it is...the updated look of my blog. Enjoy all you mortals out there...whatever the circumstance, remember that things are never as bad as they seem.
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*
♥ 6:17 PM
Okayz...my very own blog. Just gonna try and see how it goes. My friends have been encouraging me to get one...so guys...I've finally gone and done it! The dreaded 'A' Levels are really really near, and well, i'm not as worried as I ought to be. Is it a good thing? Maybe, maybe not. I'll just leave it up to God. I trust Him! :) Newaes, all the best to all mortals who will be taking exams around this time. Cheers!
*~and you'll never know till you get there~*